There will be a time where you find it very hard to make a decision. Especially when you have something you want and at the same time having something to lose. Leaving the college is not easy.It has been synonimous to myself for so long...my spirit for the college has always been so strong, the passion of teaching the students, the love of the friendly atmosphere...how can I simply ignore the joy I had. Indeed, at times, the tough work- with no mercy - multi-tasking- tortured us, it has now become the sweet moments I 'll treasure. The college has really brought me up.
Yesterday, we had a farewell lunch for counsellors at TTWgsa. I promised myself not to cry..I thought I was strong, but I was wrong. I ended up crying infront of the people. The cry of sorrow I have kept eversince I got the reply from KUIM. Happy yet painful to leave the love ones. But, life has to go on. I have a future to work hard for. This has always been my dream. And its coming true..
The counsellors, eventhough we only have been together in less than one year, but our bond is so, so strong. The new people I meet particularly in CCGD is Kak Atie...true, somebody worth to know. She's a person you guys can really rely on. Kak Wan, a very loving sister... - hadiah tu mesti Kak Wan yg pilih, tul tak?..Citarasa memang 'class'. best, best.
When I looked at everybody's eyes during my speech, I realize how all of you cared about me. Thank you..including our beloved ustaz Fadhlan. Personally, I adore you as a brother and leader. Tokwe, thanks for being a good friend, I hope I can be a better friend to you. Take gud care of Shu, she really needs you at times like this. As for the rest of the counsellors...as I said, words are too scarce to express everything in my heart..adik-adik - kiah, zana, din,izwan,akma, asma...jaga diri baik-baik...kita dah macam adik beradik. maafkan apa yg tersilap, tersalah...semoga kita sama-sama berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat. InsyaAllah.
3 comments:
You are right sis...it is not easy to decide.
Worry to decide today,
Worry to face what will happen tomorrow.
Worry to leave what we have today,
Worry that we are not going to have it anymore tomorrow.
But even everything change, memories stay. No one can buy and modify it.
We were having a wonderful time together. Thanks for being a good sister.
Mdm!!!!!!
:( [*sad] bergembira dgn pertemuan bererti kita mesti bersedia ber"gembira" dgn perpisahan.
saya sayang mdm...mdm seorg yang friendly..semua peranan mdm mainkan. bukan setakat pendidik, tapi segalanya...
thanks mdm...dlm tak sedar mdm telah memberi saya satu inspirasi.uhibbuki fillah jiddan..insha Allah..
hug and kisses for zulfa
Masa terlalu pantas berlalu.. jap tadi jenguk hall untuk check preparation for today's program. Rasa kosong. Dah la memang hall tu kosong. Tapi selalunya pagi-pagi macam ni Kak Del ada kat sana dengan laptop and PDA baru.
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