I had to start somewhere, and I have started it..

I decided to have a slow walk to the university today, taking fresh breeze of air and toiling around a few cases that I have read in the morning. I was trying to make the connections between the cases and the flow of the thesis, figuring out a sound analysis to put through. ‘ Law is tough’, I recalled what a person responded to me when I told him I was doing law. ’Well, err..’ I said, not too sure of what to say. 'All subjects are tough' I responded. I knew all along that law was tough, and I have infact thought it was tougher than many other professional disciplines (especially when I was overwhelmed with the long chain of cases, AND the analyses)…but to have somebody saying that to me, emphasizing it, made me thought that I was not alone in thinking that way. Well of course, I do not want to risk claiming that as I know students of other fields e.g civil engineering, medicine etc have their own obstacles in lab experiments and god knows what. Its relative. It is just the constant exercise of the mental faculty that makes me exhausted at times. I however feel very fortunate for the chance of being exposed to the area of study I'm doing, despite rather late (well, comparatively to the younger ones...) I saw many others have had proper exposure to this subject in taught classes during the masters programme. But as I have always thought, I have to start somewehere, and it must not necessarily be in order. Due to all this being new to me, I feel vibrantly excited to the new facts I found although sometimes it brought me down a little only to know that everybody else have talked about it in many articles..they are not new afterall. But I can do it! Allah swt helps! Now snow is melting. It was very beautiful today. It is the second blast of the season. But I know it will not be as beautiful tomorrow. It is sentimental this year.